Levi – Hand of God and Gates of Hades
July 31, 2008 - 13:51

I've tried many I-Dosers, but these ones affected me the most. I tried Hand of God first. Nothing really happened at first. Then about five minutes in, I passed out for five minutes or so. When I woke up, I was...somewhere else. I remember seeing a very large and white staircase that led up to a chair. I think I saw god, but I don't know. I saw somebody. Next thing I know, I'm looking down at earth. Then I saw....an angel. I don't know man. It was freakishly huge. And it scared the crap out of me. Then, I started falling. And I fell for a very long time. After the dose was over....I felt...alone. After about a half an hour, I took Gates of Hades. And I continued falling. I stopped falling and I was on a table. People were standing around me watching me. (I have paranoia, so I hate when people watch me.) My friend put his hand of my mouth to check my breathing, and I opened my eyes and hit him. It scared me. When it sped up, I was in hell. I saw everybody I knew being executed. I said there was nothing that could scare me. Then the one I love most was executed.....I lost all will to live. It didn't even matter to me. I didn't care about getting out of hell. There was nothing more that he could do to me. When the dose was done, I felt...dead. And I cried. If you think yourself tough, try these. You'll change your mind.